VanEssa & HeR MUffIn

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Im beginning to feel alive ... bit by bit .
Sustain me i pray ... Let the conquerer surface.

Grace , Strength , Joy ,Hope and Faith .... I need to know i'll be ok.

I know i will

2008-07-22T16:25:00.000+08:00

http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=MPSeaIGaklhZYSX-BO-AAADA-9bb9

the 5 love languages we all need to know and learn

2008-07-22T13:48:00.003+08:00

different seasons diff lingo...?

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Acts of Service
with a secondary love language being
Physical Touch.

Complete set of results

Acts of Service:		10
Physical Touch:		8
Receiving Gifts:		5
Words of Affirmation:		4
Quality Time:		3

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

What is yours and your loved ones for this season? http://www.fivelovelanguages.com/realstories.html

2008-07-06T23:10:00.002+08:00

7 more days.. and am counting down ... cant believe the people that i have met here.
Makes me feel like i have seen some of the most ugliest surviving _ _ _ _ _ _ (watever u called )
I reali felt hurt and bad, beocs i felt that justice needs to prevails.. wat say u?

I was veri harden and bitter..towards the issue and even people. I hv not felt like that and I dun like to talk like that abt anyone.... but I was so badly affected that i struggled to pray. Thank God for sisters, for cg members and Gavin and people who cares that upholded me.
Im better now, after Ps Mike's service abt dealing wif disappointments.

ThanK U, my dear and thank U my El Shaddai & many more : )
...... need to get upself up again!
I WILL BE BETTER YA ? Yes ! with Him

2008-07-06T23:01:00.002+08:00

Had a fruitful day today.
finally got a nice bedsheet and some towels for the Guo Da li, at Aussino after combing Istena, OGs and cant remb where. . . . .
Wanted to pop over to the latest Friven & co at old tanglin post office ( they hve just converted the PO to a beddingsand wine shopping plc) beocs Friven is still one of the best bedsheet in town. Am serious ! I still have my 1st set that i brought more than 10 yrs ago..... :P

went chinatown, Amk and Douby Ghaut .. manage to get most of the things that we need to get.
And guess wat , Met shaofeng at PS! Once again Happi Birthday!

Wedding Bands

2008-05-27T21:59:00.004+08:00

Wooah , finally went get our wedding bands. I like it a lot. hehe
The cust service of the lady boss,Amanda was gd. she was soft spoken and helpful. It's contagious...i spoke softer after that...hahaha.

she and her staff showed us abt maybe 50 pairs or so of bands for "chan kao" and told us to be open about the design and how these pairs can give us an idea of what we want or how we can suggest to her what we we wld like to have. from the 50 pairs or so .. we narrowed dwn to 8 pairs .. with sort designs, cut and texture that we incline toward to. And from there we piece together wat we want.

I am fine with 2 diff designs of rings for us to hv as wedding bands but Uncle Gavin would prefer a set... U know wat , we did it in the end :) - to integrate what we both like into a pair of bands that for us as H & W to be .. Happi happi am I !!

And u know wat? we got quite a gd favourable deal for it! we definitely would recommend Amanda to our close friends!!

Thank U El Shaddai!

2008-05-06T21:56:00.002+08:00

I'll learn how to tt my pix unto the lap top and start blogging w more pixs.
Right now, it seems that there r some steps that i hv overlook in installing the SE program into the laptop. Not my laptop so better now anyoldhow try.

Times flies, 4 more mths to go, pple has been asking how is the preps ... otherthan my side of guests list (exclding my parents) , uncle Gavin's side hasnt come wif it yet, sama sams for my parents.. tons of gitty stuff like logistics, finances, furniture that we havent yet to it..primarily cos uncle and I are busy .... hope after this week we can get dwn orgainise it with minimum arguements ... he is a better "talker" sometimes i just cant outwit him or rather has no energy to... but at times his trains of tots and ideas reali r out of the box and can be quite interesting... guess what he need now is his experience w in the working force. in either way, he does look forward to it, so do i .

I shall try to blog more often to express myself

2008-05-06T21:41:00.003+08:00

it has been a challenging period at work, as i hv an"extra-ordinary" lady boss.. thank God i ve extra ordinary favor and grace from my Shepard.

I pray that things will fine since the manager is gg away on her Maternal leave , another "well known lady" will be coming in soon. this lady has just returned to spore from her 2 yrs stint in china, one of the few who can handle my lady boss and talk back loudly/argue with her .

I pray that God will cause all things to work for the good of those love HIM.

and i pray that office will convert to a 5 day week when we shift to the new admin plc.

Sinus

2008-03-31T17:21:00.002+08:00

Has been unwell for the last few days.. apparently am having sinus... and it cause congestion at the T zone area. And when i sneeze this mucus is super greenly
More info abt wat sinus does....
http://www.entnet.org/healthinfo/sinus/sinus_headaches.cfm

God, Deliver Me!

I reject this sinus in Jesus Name! Amen !

God & today's Questions

2008-03-24T13:07:00.002+08:00

God: Hello. Did you call me?
Me: Called you? No.. Who is this?

God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.
Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.

God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
Me: Don’t know. But I can’t find free time. Life has become hectic. It’s rush hour all the time.

God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
Me: I understand. But I still can’t figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

God: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.
Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.
Me: why are we then constantly unhappy?

God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That’s why you are not happy.

Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?
God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.
God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don’t suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.

Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?
God: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can’t we be free from problems?
God: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don’t know where we are heading ..
God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?
God: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing your road ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.

Me: What surprises you about people?
God: When they suffer they ask, ‘why me?’ When they prosper, they never ask ‘Why me’. Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can’t get the answer.
God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not merely a process of discovery but a process of co-creation. You are my co-creator.

Me: How can I get the best out of life?
God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.
God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.

Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat.
God: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don’t believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live. ‘Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that took our breath away!

International Programmes Executive

2008-03-18T22:16:00.004+08:00

This is my dream job ever since i came back from Ohio few years ago... Reali a dream dream job before my kids arrive. But there are factors that hold me back to apply for it... nvertheless I sent in my CV today.

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Job Description

The Senior Executive/Executive should be able to implement new programmes or improvise on the current programmes.
You are required to lead trips from time to time.
Marketing and recruiting participants for assigned international programmes. ( e.g. International Camp Counselor Program and the Summer Work and other programmes

What about U ? wat is yr dream job... I used to many .. but as i grow..some of these dreams werent reali wat was suitable for me.. God knows best :)
Am glad ..I dream my dream job.. as least this is real and there might be a chance for it to come to pass... I can sense it my excitement and inhibitions...which is gd becos it's a seed that is alive that awaits to see how things will be. And this dream is REAL.

pre-anxiety....?

2008-03-15T10:46:00.002+08:00

Hey, is it PMS or pre-anxiety ......

2007-12-04T21:19:00.000+08:00

What's Your Dream Job?

My Result: Ambassador

Sales representative? No way. Chemical engineer? Not you. With a big heart and a natural knack for smooth-talking, there's no doubt that you could go head-to-head with Angelina Jolie for best humanitarian. Whether you're smoothing over a fight between feuding friends or solving the stickiest of situations, you somehow manage to keep even-keeled under the heaviest of pressures. That's why the perfect job for you would be making sure that people all over the world are happy, healthy, and safe.

And while there may be a lot of competition on the international stage, this world could still use all the caretakers it can get. So make sure to take your heart wherever you go! Believe it — no matter where you work, your coworkers will be glad you're there.

Take this test >

My style to u ..

2007-11-18T20:56:00.000+08:00

The Communication Style Test

My Result: Harmonizer

Harmonizers tend to be agreeable partners who possess both flexibility and a knack for compromise. Above all, they appear to make a real effort to keep things positive between themselves and their significant other. In fact, there are many times when they may feel that it's better to downplay problems rather than talk about them endlessly. This can be especially true when they hit on difficult topics with their partner - ones they expect to disagree on.

Take this test >

gg to to be back soon :P

2007-10-18T22:05:00.001+08:00

2007-07-28T00:55:00.001+08:00

Finally , it's been a long time since i R&R .... right now accompanied by nice music and warm lighting .. and my coy's laptop for me to catch on my surfing. Nway this lap top will soon be handed over to someone else. I wish him best ...

How come i can R &R lei ...cos i had a bad viral flu and rested for 2 days hence got the energy to be typing here w/o feeling tat slpy ...

hey ... think hor ...am rumblings lah ... if u cant piece this blog in yr mind... U r on the right track.., and if u can , U r SMart ! lol

Gd nite

July bbs

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Try this peepz!! if u do... share wif me

My personalDNA Report

2007-07-12T17:38:00.000+08:00

2007-06-27T17:13:00.001+08:00

Hi Peepz, Let me ask . what is it that u wish to see when u return home?
For me, would be a quiet tidied home wif nice dinner waiting for me and some dessets, most important there must not be a chunk of hse chores waiting to be clear.

Some peepz like to on the Tv once they ar home or blaz the radio.. for me, it will be simple nice music say from Fm95 or Gold 90.5. or latest praise and worship. I prefer not so "noisy" one ..cos i feel at the end of day , i need to quieten dwn and rest.

As for sat , it's some sort simliar ... I prefer nice music or a jog or swim to start the day ( though i seldom swim on sat morning); for soem they prefer to press the red button and on the TV for the sake on ON-ing and the sounds or wat so ever, not for me ..

Long due pinkies

2007-06-27T17:09:00.000+08:00

2007-05-22T15:00:00.000+08:00

Stop whinning and complaining ...Get yr act together and DO WAT U MEAN AND WAT U need too... Vanessa , I am tired of it !

2007-04-12T18:59:00.000+08:00

uhmmm... how much do u LOVE ? U might ask depending on what?
well, how about how much u love yr parents , your siblings, your wife and urself...

Love and action goes hand in hand, I pray dear helper ..u'll help me to love more..love pple ard me ,love uncle warrior, love dad, love mum, love grandma , love friends,love myself ..by that , i do not mean that i dun love the above but i feel that i can love them more .Above all, I want to practise wht i believe - i.e to speak their love lingo and see the best in them .

Where your heart is , there your treasure will be

Love is the reason and solution

Charlie's Angels

2007-04-09T15:23:00.000+08:00

Jill's surprise party!!

2007-04-09T15:15:00.000+08:00

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/

2007-04-09T15:12:00.001+08:00

You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.

You dislike playing the field in every sense of the word. When you develop a relationship it needs to be a close fulfilling one, one that has deep meaning for all parties concerned.

You are a perfectionist in everything that you put your hand to. You are demanding and very exacting in the standards you apply to your choice of colleagues and friends -perhaps you demand too much from people. That perfection you seek in a particular person is illusive - perhaps it does not even exist.

Your willpower and stamina are in danger of being overwhelmed by excessive stress. Your resilience and tenacity have become weakened. You are feeling overtaxed, worn out and getting nowhere: but you continue to stand your ground. You feel that this unfavourable situation is an encumbrance which you could well do without and you find yourself unable to make the necessary decisions at this particular moment in time to change anything.

The tensions and stresses that you have experienced of late have been the result of trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond your capabilities. You feel completely inadequate to cope with the situation and you would like nothing better to escape from it all and to be able to relax in a problem and pressure free environment where you can do your thing.

2007-02-14T12:49:00.000+08:00

2007-01-15T15:49:00.000+08:00

Im not as cheery any more ... and dun remember the reason liao ...

Help me ...

Ten green bottles standing on the wall...

2007-01-11T17:24:00.000+08:00

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http://www.ihhp.com/quiz_parse.php

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Your Score: 31
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25 - 34

People in this range often find themselves blowing up at their co-workers, even their loved ones. They seem to have less 'buffer' for dealing with change, stress and difficulty. Some people also report depression or feeling 'lost' in life. Are you allowing the 'winds' of change to direct you - instead of setting your own course using an internal compass? Are you responding to life and its challenges with fear and insecurity rather than passion and purpose? Emotional intelligence can be learned and improved - with big payoffs! Studies of entrepreneurs and employees at some of the world's top organizations, show that EQ counts for twice as much as IQ and technical skills combined in defining who will be a star. Improving EQ results in better relationships, greater health and a happier outlook on life! Areas to work on: Given that self-awareness is the foundation of EQ, you might want to start here on the road to higher EQ. Ask yourself: - What situations generally create tension and stress for you? How are you handling these situations? - What negative thoughts play over and over in your mind on a regular basis? Are these a true picture of reality? - Are you afraid to share your needs and feelings with others? Is it because you are taking care of everyone else - being a martyr - or acting 'the strong, silent type'? If we have trouble expressing our emotional needs - if we regularly put others needs before our own - there's a good chance that we will one day wake up feeling empty, hostile, or depressed. Don't let this happen to you! Take care of yourself! Express your key needs. It may be difficult at first - but research shows it will be a win-win. So move into the 'zone of discomfort' to express those needs and you will be rewarded for your hard work several times over! This is one of the key steps to building emotional intelligence. You'll be happier - and those around you will understand you better, and be grateful for the feedback. Remember, if life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we respond, then we hold the power to create the lives we want!

ST LogiTrack 9th Birthday

2007-01-11T10:28:00.000+08:00

2006-12-22T16:37:00.000+08:00

Gaff, Keane and I

Gaff and I

2006-12-22T16:30:00.000+08:00

That's Gavin and me ,if u dun know ..hahah
Think he looks smart in that,esp the hair ...the crop hair suits him best :)

JJ

2006-12-22T16:28:00.000+08:00

Dear JJ
Aint she simply adorable

2006-12-22T16:22:00.000+08:00

2006-12-07T11:58:00.000+08:00

It's easier to build a child up than to repair an adult.

2006-12-07T11:49:00.000+08:00

Im starting to get tired... some pple sing despite the rain yet some grumble about the sun . We onli hv l life ... how many actually live it to the fullest .how many wanted too and tried too?

Im too narrow minded ..used to think far and live gd despite it all. I cls sing in the rain and dance under the sun. A constant sun beame too all ... BUT I HV Lost it..
NOt entirely but got to watch it before i lost it all.

I blamed myself, my childhood, my parents.. see how narrow i am ... I cant see the wooden planks in my eyes but i can the spacks of wood in others and grumble.

2006-12-06T16:25:00.000+08:00

am getting edgy ..I just raised my voice at one of my col who is the sales manager ... piss piss piss ...........

Just talk n talk n talk .... like to give rubbish ideas ... nv bring in sales still can talk much ..

I ought be a gd ger that show God's love and grace ...but I just din care and let out ..not superly jia lat ... but he retaliated .

I OUGHT BE GD ...BUT I din care as much ...HOW ...? tell me pls

2006-11-13T12:02:00.000+08:00

Happi Birthday Lao san !

2006-10-13T11:35:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I do wish I am more loved in ways i want to be loved ......

2006-10-13T11:30:00.000+08:00

these couple of mths , there are 7 weddings in total to attend.
I hv attended 3, supposed to attend Shaun and Bruce's tomlo ...
but mum mum and pa pa change the date to shift into our temporal residential at Rio Vista ..... before gg back to the cosy nest in early dec.
Had to skip some wedding due to time constraint ... Hope u Gals and Dudes understand~

Every one is so busy!!! esp Ling... I pray God will enpower U wif more and more of His Blessings for His love to U and gd acts ! LOve ya

ta(1) ta (2)

2006-10-01T18:42:00.000+08:00

Hey, babes and dudes !

Wonder who reads my blog when i hv chose to keep it onlie to perhaps myself and Gav.

Too many things running in my mind. It a good thing since im able to type it out & express myself.. as some who knows me well .. I cant express myself that well...

Be thinking abt myself, work ,family and ministry.

1st : Myself ....

Hey, No one is perfect but Why the hag am i a "zi zuo chong ming" at times :(
Cant I just be still and flow and listen ....? And when I see traces of mum/ dad in me/gav...I FREAK!

2nd: Work

I did smthg to a degree which I dun in my previous job .I.e I grumble....abt one or 2 of my collegues... to rest of the collegues... as i felt they know where am cming from ..though it might be true that they understand where am cming from but IT IS NOT Right of ME to do it cos ...out of the very mouth that worship God ...cant DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3rd: family

My hse gg to be renovated and we r soon gg to move to Rio Vista .... welll..... ummm
pro and cons. But God always is the best in His arrangement , the timing of reno, the availibity of Vista's hse and Mum/Dad 's financial blessing to reno the place.

4th: Ministry ...

Do hv the tot to rest ..but i whenever i see the bb and kids ...I just knew that I wouldnt cos they are simply my joy and strength blesser thro whom God has bless the planet with. Did tot of being an ordinary help too but drop the tot ...

2006-08-07T17:19:00.000+08:00

Waiting ... Think he wouldnt know.
I almost broke dwn when i got another one ..

Sld u being the suject here , read this .. dun ask.
Cos if u are sentitive euff , U'll know action is require.
Otherwise dun probe, dun ask

I Thank God ,I can alway look to Him for strength and hope.
God ,I believe U'll restore it back more than wat i can ask or imagine of.

Thank U LORD .

2006-07-27T14:37:00.000+08:00

You Are A: Pony!

Who doesn't love a pony? You are one of these miniature horses, renown for your beauty and desired by many. Full of grace, you are a beautiful and very special animal, full of strength and majesty.

You were almost a: Kitten or a Bear Cub
You are least like a: Groundhog or a Monkey The Cute Animals Quiz

Melancholic Temperament

2006-07-13T13:49:00.000+08:00

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

2006-07-13T13:42:00.000+08:00

I need to be still and not figet ard .. All things works in God's timing.

My language of Love

2006-06-21T10:03:00.000+08:00

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Acts of Service
with a secondary love language being
Physical Touch.

Complete set of results

Acts of Service:		9
Physical Touch:		7
Receiving Gifts:		7
Quality Time:		3
Words of Affirmation:		3

Information

Gender of My Brain

2006-05-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Im A ... Marlin

2006-05-17T00:06:00.000+08:00

Which Finding Nemo Character Are You?

You're MARLIN, the worrisome guardian with good intentions.
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Amazing Grace

2006-05-16T12:14:00.000+08:00

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see

T'was Grace that taught
my heart to fear
And Grace, my fears relieved
How precious did that Grace appear
the hour I first believed

Through many dangers, toils and snares
we have already come
T'was Grace that brought us safe thus far
and Grace will lead us home

The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be
as long as life endures

When we've been here ten thousand years
bright shining as the sun
We've no less days to sing God's praise
then when we've first begun

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see

2006-05-08T23:31:00.000+08:00

hey ... u know wat. i hv tendecies to talk halfway!!!!

what sports car am I ?

2006-05-02T11:17:00.000+08:00

I'm a Ferrari 360 Modena!

You've got it all. Power, passion, precision, and style. You're sensuous, exotic, and temperamental. Sure, you're expensive and high-maintenance, but you're worth it.

"Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

So much like dad ....

2006-05-01T20:19:00.000+08:00

hey , I am much like my dad .... in my temperament, my way of living .. This is not veri good ... i gather.
N'way ..let me share the genes that i have hv.

-) my old pea loves to chill at home most of the time ... and for me ..i just like to be home too ... but sometimes being outside doing more healthy and productive actitives might be better ... like i can improve in my social skills fellowship and learn from gd pple ard me ...and not be like a turtle in his shell

-) his temper .... werid ... swing from left to middle to right ..north to east ..east to west and west to north and to south ... *frown

-) Our way of treating out love ones ... we treat others better than our own partner ...

-) our way of relating to pple ..not good ... needs to show more better intereaction skills and learn to be open to pple ....

AIYO!!!!

A little of my mom( of course rite , from her factory) .... the way of doing things ..like to finish and get it done wif ... but needs to put in more effort in perfecting our roles and tasks ya ...

Hey People ..NPW BEING AWARE OF ALL THESE ..I 'll ToGTEHER WIF MY BEST HELPER WORK ON IT! IM sure I WILL BE A bETTER PERSON .

THANK U DEAR FRIEND !!

2006-04-23T00:49:00.000+08:00

PoSitive PosiTive

2006-04-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

ok..i think this blog is like my venting machine ....
Notice ..i onlie "feedback" the not so good side of the happenings.

Okie.. i'll add in more encouraging and positive ones more often k.

=)

Watever

2006-04-16T01:40:00.000+08:00

Alamak.... disappointed man! ... some pple need to be more sentitive ... and i need to keep my COOL .... watever.
Call me petty ..i dun care ..some things cant drag too long ...and when the other party just cant be be as concern as yrself ,,wat do u do ... haha ...maybe try not to know wat i'll do ya .... ( of course decent lah!)

*when someone dun love u the way u want them to love,,it doesnt mean they dun love u* BUT .... IF THAT SOMEONE LOVES ..HE WILL LOVE THE WAY I NEED HIM TO LOVE ME.

BUT WAT IF I CANT LOVE HIM THE way He needs me to LOVE HIm...

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Talk wif no action Is cheap

Talk wif some action is slighly more expensive than Cheap

2006-04-14T14:33:00.000+08:00

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N'way

2006-04-14T14:09:00.000+08:00

Well Well......

Please dun let me affect ya too badly ... abt

Watever, however ... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

What dO i dO

2006-04-14T13:16:00.000+08:00

OH !!! where to start ..all over the places ....

WHat Do i want ??

What Do I expect?? isit wrong to expect ?

Are feelings consider a right guide ? Maybe but not always.

How now ?

MY LIFE MY LIFE ..MY WALK MY WALK ..

2006-03-09T23:03:00.001+08:00

Artisan (SP)

You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations. You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky.
You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations.It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school.
You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you.You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience.
In love, you tend to take things quickly - but you have a huge problem with commitment.
At work, you need to make your own rules. You're best suited to be an entrepreneur.
With others, you are animated and physical. You prefer doing something with friends to just hanging out.
As far as your looks go, you tend to be buff and in good shape. Your spend more time on your body than your clothes.
On weekends, you need to keep active. From cooking up a storm to running a 5K, you wear yourself out.

The Three Question Personality Test

2006-03-09T23:01:00.000+08:00

Your Personality Is

Artisan (SP)
You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations. You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky.
You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations.It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school.
You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you.You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience.
In love, you tend to take things quickly - but you have a huge problem with commitment.
At work, you need to make your own rules. You're best suited to be an entrepreneur.
With others, you are animated and physical. You prefer doing something with friends to just hanging out.
As far as your looks go, you tend to be buff and in good shape. Your spend more time on your body than your clothes.
On weekends, you need to keep active. From cooking up a storm to running a 5K, you wear yourself out.

The Three Question Personality Test

Animal test

2006-02-26T00:37:00.000+08:00

You Are A: Kitten!Cute as can be, kittens are playful, mischevious, and ever-curious. Like you, kittens hate getting wet. Kittens are often loving, but are known to scratch or bite when annoyed. These adorable animals are the most popular pets in the United States--37% of American households have at least one cat. Whether it is your gentle purr or your disarming appearance, you make a wonderful kitten.You were almost a: Chipmunk or a FrogYou are least like a: Monkey or a Duck

I WILL SING

2006-02-18T10:58:00.000+08:00

I Will SING By Don Moen

Lord You seem so far away
A million miles or more it feels today
And though I haven't lost my faith
I must confess right now
That it's hard for me to pray
But I don't know what to say
And I don't know where to startBut as You give the grace
With all that's in my heart

Chorus:
I will sing
I will praise
Even in my darkest hour
Through the sorrow and the pain
I will sing I will praise
Lift my hands to honor You
Because Your Word is true
I will sing
Lord it's hard for me to see
All the thoughts and plans You have for me
But I will put my trust in You
Knowing that You died to set me free
But I don't know what to say
And I don't know where to start
But as You give grace
With all that's in my heart

2005-09-27T04:53:00.000+08:00

I am so tired of mum and dad . Their behaviour and attitude towards each other and towards they way they do things at home .

Tired of myself tired of them ..

If U dun know how to behave and act like an adult .. the least u can DO is CLOSE UR MOUTH DUN TALK!!!! ISSNT THAT SIMPLE!!!!

2005-09-20T01:35:00.000+08:00

. . . . . . . I REMEMBERED my promises ...

2005-06-02T03:37:00.000+08:00

These few days , there seems to quite a few pals that have r/s issues.
From yet to marry to married ones .... but those that are aleadi married seems to handle it better ... wat do u think ? For better or worse ... It's the commitment and promise when u walked down the aisle .

I believe that a CORD of three helps ... that's why i took the step into the r/s wif gavin.
It reallie helps ...

2005-06-02T03:28:00.000+08:00

A couple of mins ago..i had lots to blog abt . Mostly abt my dad . N'way it's now over .
( and i cldnt recall my password to blog ...hence ...)

Decided not to blog abt it liao ....

Reaalii feels like flying away ... Is that a coward action .
I think to a certain degree it is .

2005-05-19T13:59:00.000+08:00

Parents are usually nice beings but when they reach menopause ... u can pull ur hair out .
watever ,even woman has thingy called PMS . Which sometimes bogs her or the pple ard her .
BUT wat I wana to say is , MY DAD is either having his or having some sydrome relating to my
mom esp since she step back to the work force . Alreadi been married for so long with 3 of
grown so big ..WHY DO THEY HAVE TO BEHAVIOUR like KIDS !!
The jialat thing is it affect all of us- in one way or another . Pls be considerate and spare a tot for
yr children. yayaya , i do wana to be and respond more maturally BUT PLS .... can i just have
some tranquity to recharge to handle .

Gonna to rest and eat well man ... ! Give me back my radiance !

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GOD , help me i pray. That i'll have the wisdom and understanding to handle and grow well
as Child of Yours. Yesh , i aint perfect (W-I-P) but im sure that are lots that i can improve on. Enlarge my capacity and be a big person to show your graciousness and love.
Hence Lord , I trust all onto your hands and know that all will be well even as I seek u.
Thank U . In Jesus Name Amen

2005-05-19T13:32:00.000+08:00

Never really have i been a good relater ...have i ? well according to my own standard ...maybe no. and perhaps at times yes .Well .... watever.

For those of u who chill out wif me often enuff u'll know that i' ve tendency of being 'excused' without notifying .. by that .. i meant .. to pick up some sauce from the fastfood counter or to the ladies and i'll always return within 10 mins ! But guess it wld be good to let the pple ard know yeh ? watever & n'way.

If u are trying to digest and see where about am i trying to blog to at this moment ...maybe u shld not try so hard if u dun know me long euff or well euff ... whichever.

Guess am trying to vent so frustration here ... hope it works.

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2005-05-15T17:35:00.000+08:00

Aunt found a perm staff liao ..hence am now resting at home .. but it seems like i ve got plenty of things to catch up wif plus much readings to be done. well , will take things in stride ! :Þ
N'way ... dun think am much of a blogger which can be reflected by the no. of post here ya huh.

2005-04-13T11:17:00.000+08:00

God! help me .....
CaN i to be Still and Know that You are GOD .
This career choice thingy ............... Oh

The Road Not Taken
Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that, the passing there Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.

I was given this poem to appreciate for my Speech & Drama paper y'dae .

Would U look back and think about the path that u have not choosen or will you not ?

Preferably not yeh ... But To believe and Trust That All will be in place ... : )
It helps to know that there is Someone out there whom you can always lean on .
Trust HIS Heart even if u can't see HIS Hands

2005-04-11T09:47:00.000+08:00

Alamak ........... this dear of mine wrote smthing in his blog that make me *BLUSH* this is not veri good ... hahha . N'way that's his way of saying that he's capable of taking responsibilities in a crude way... ( quoted directly from him)

2005-04-05T15:22:00.000+08:00

"Realizing I have nothing to giveHim.I gave Him my all.
Realizing He had everything to give me. He gaveHimself"
This is from a book that a good friend of mine read.

Many a times , we lose focus on our journey here on planet earth.
Hence I would wana to remind myself that it's beyond planet earth that i ought
to look at . Am just here in transition to what is ahead.

I will jia you !

Thank U My Lord, My Love : )

Running test .

2005-04-01T16:48:00.000+08:00

Running test ....